March 31st

Today is March 31st. Wow. Only 4 more months until my little one is here! I am now 22 weeks and 3 days. I just got home from Florida on Tuesday night. I missed Andrew soooo much! It was so amazing to see him! He makes me soo happy and treats me like a princess. I love him. I feel so bad for him because he broke his pinky and now he has a cast on for about 2 weeks. WOW. He can't hardly do anything the poor thing. I got so energetic since I have been home and my apartment is so clean now. My little pooch missed me and he's soo happy I am home LOL. He really loves me too. I am getting very anxious lately. I want to start the nursery and get all this stuff for my baby but I don't know what to do until my baby shower. Maybe I can paint??? But I hope the paint matches the bedding! This is so scary! I just want to get everything set up and I can't! I don't know if my mother is getting me the crib or not because she bought my sister's kids their crib so it would only be fair if she got us ours too. But who knows. I really would appreciate it and I just want to know if she's going to get it! I really want to start the nursery! I know my MIL will get us everything else we need. This sucks! But Andrew and I did buy our little one a few cute onsies! Flyers, yankees, and some rock band onsies! They are so cute! My little one is going to be a rockstar! HA. I can't wait until he is here. Time is going by so slow! I want my little boy!!!!!!!!!!!! I want him so bad!!!! It's taking forever :( :( :( :( :( :(  god I just want to meet him and be with him and play with him and take care of him and be his momma. So I had a WIC appointment yesterday. But I couldn't get anything done because I didn't know what to do about my source of income. I don't have any so I am supposed to get a note from my MIL saying that she pays rent and for food. But I didn't know that. So NOW I have to get her to write the note for me (not a problem) but I have to wait until April 11th and drive all the way to Harrisburg for another WIC appointment. Such a pain in the ass. AND that same day I have my next doctors appointment in Harrisburg but the WIC appointment is at 9:30 and my doc appointment is at 2:30. What a pain in the ass. Another thing that pisses me off, I got a waiver for my ultrasound and for some reason they decided to charge me and send me a bill for 600 bucks. So now I have to figure it out. I lost my health insurance in February and my old doctor charged me for an appointment I had in January. I am so pissed. I mean really? My ex-insurance company is like fucking me over. I didn't lose my insurance until February and they have even charged me for something that happened in October! I don't have the money. I have a few bills to pay from past credit cards and I can hardly afford that! I hate insurance companies! I wasn't going to get medicad for such a short period of time (until July 1st) but now that they are charging me all this stuff I should do it. I get my old insurance back on July 1st. IDK. I also have another problem, I took a leave of absence from Kutztown but I plan on going back. But they expect me to start paying my loans back (almost $7,000) in July. WTF? I only took a leave of absence til summer. I am confused. Right now I can't really do anything though. I don't have anything to do today just relax and spend time with my man :) Bye!